unrelenting -adj; not yeilding
own logic. I know relentless means to not give up.
The man was unrelenting in his tasks.

exploited- ver; to utilize for profit
synonym-extorted
In the early 30s children where exploited as labor
pacification-verb; the act of pacifying
I used my own logic. I related it to pacifiers which are used to keep babies calm.
There best hope for the war was complete pacification

I feel a strong lack of motivation. I have never really been one much for school. At first I was very difficult, those old feelings started to arise. I wanted to quit. I had to keep reminding myself that I was paying for this. It was my money on the line and I am not wealthy at all. I managed to stick through it. “I can do this”, I would tell myself subconsciously. I have really been trying to turn over a new leaf this year. I want to try instead of not caring or half assing it. I get a lot of support at home. My grandma is always trying to give me money for books or lunch or anything she can find to use as an excuse. Of course I never take the money though, unless I really need it. My mom is very supportive I think she is more motivated than me and I am the one going to college. She genuinlly asks about my day that keeps me pushing on. Work is also a good motivater, because I don’t want to end up there forever like some of the guys. It’s a good job just not for me. Thinking of the future is another good motivation. One day like most people I would like a family of my own. I want to be able to take care of my family and not have to worry about a thing. I want to live comfortably is what I am really getting at. So I would have to say my lack of motivation is slowly moving in a positive direction. I hope I can gain more momentum as the semester goes on and I hope not to lose it.

long term

Long term goal- saving money                                                               03/92011

Dear Chris it has been a year since I started my new financial plans. Lets go back a year, when I was broke. I decided that I need to save money and I needed to do to it in a timely manner. I started putting away a hundred dollars of each paycheck into my savings. I figured I make around $250 dollars a week. Each paycheck I put aside that money and I don’t touch it. And I have not touched it till this day. I have accumulated enough money to purchase a car. I am still making payments but building credit as well. With the money I saved I purchased a 2009 Honda civic si. And I am also living on my own. Since I have been frugal with expenditures, I cook all my meals these days. No more eating out and spending money on what I could make at home. As an added bonus I have even begun to feel healthier and look better. I still go out time from time but I now look deep into my finances to make sure I can afford it. I am very happy with myself. I have enough money to live appropriately with no worries. Hope you’re doing alright for yourself as well, just take a few tips from me and you will be living happily in no time.

LOOKIN BACK

Last week I didn’t have many plans. I don’t really make plans. I usually see what comes my way through out the day. I worked for the most part last week and went to class. I didn’t stick to my workout regime which would have been my biggest downfall last week. This week I hope to get back in the gym. I might start a workout journal so I can keep track of my lifting. I can mark my progress or see where I lack in some areas. This week I plan on eating healthy. That will help my health and my wallet. I need to plan out each day in the week and make time for the gym. By doing this I can prepare myself in a timely manner. I can mark down what time I need to eat along with what I ate. I need to compare my work schedule and my school schedule so that I can always make time for what I need to do. Hopefully I can keep up with this for next week as well. If there is one thing I need most of its rest. I need to stop staying up late and watching television. Eight hours of sleep must be fit into my schedule.